Why? But …Why?

I feel you are looking at me,

Sitting there you see me cry,

Why? But …Why?

I stood by you,

And prayed to you,

Why? But…Why?

Why this betrayal? Why this life?

I stayed with you all my life,

Why? But…Why?

Answer me while I try,

To make up while I break up,

With myself and this murkier tryst,

Why? But…Why?                   

I believed in you, I abided in you,

But, you are breaking me today …

Why? But…Why?                   

I need you to talk, I want you to show,

Where didn’t I try? Where did I lie?

Why? But…Why?

I was nothing but a child,

I didn’t know then but I do know now,

You choose for me a path for my heart,

 Why? But…Why?

But, I thought you always choose the right,

Why did you make me kind? You moulded my mind!!!

Why? But…Why?

Why? But…Why did you forsake one for the other?

I wait for your turn to make up for the other…

The spell of time has brought about this other….

Why? But…Why?

I wait for you for the sake of my dues,

Let me know…Oh…please let me know

Why? But…Why?

Breaking

I’m breaking…bit by bit and piece by piece….

I never gave up, but I have started to now….

Hope was never a problem but, I hate it now…

I don’t want it to come near me…please don’t touch me!!!

I was destined to be what I’m today…

I was cursed to be what I’m today… .

I want to be where I’m today….

I love it because I finally have you today!!!

Echo

I’m wordless today and haven’t felt so poor before,

I don’t know where to start and where to end,

I ‘m feeling like an empty trunk of a tree,

I think I never had a heart before,

But, I’m smiling on and off thou,

I am gross at myself; I want to be cruel to myself,

I want to forgive me but, I can’t let it be,

The road I lost gets back on track,

The memories I forgot gets flashed back,

The days of laugh echo back!!!!!

Games, Greatness and Gratefulness….and God

I always thought a game makes you come out, know yourself and give your best shot;

I always thought greatness was a trait you achieve as you trod along living life;

I always thought gratefulness is a feeling we have for moments of worth;

What I forgot was each of this word starts with a “G”…..and you too God have played the greatest game with me and left me to feel the gratefulness of it!!!

The flight of the enlightened heart

A heart which touched me with its tenderness,

A heart which saw me with a glowing flame,

A heart which made me smile with its warmth,

A heart as pure as white and a sight like gold,

Took a path to discover life!!!

I lost it here and I lost it there,

But, I never felt the need to hear,

The heart did beat, the heart did speak,

It took its breadth, it took the stretch,

I denied it then but, I was naïve upfront,

I didn’t know my own heart, I made it pass!

There it grew and it did flew…….but,

I never saw the flight of the enlightened heart!

Letters, words, sentences, paragraphs, pages, books…

As tiny as a letter could explain,

As small as a word could count,

As long as a sentence could stand,

As big as a paragraph can withstand,

As far as the pages can turn,

As voluminous as the books can weigh,

Does your love grow to be……………………..

The purity of life

I hear the sound of your heart; it beats to the tinkling of the anklets I adorn!

I see the smile on your face; it completes itself with the crack of my laughter!

I smell you unknowing; that our heart and mind mingles at that very moment!

You take my hand; and I let you to dance me to the music of your heart!

You tell me that you love me; but I forget you even with tears in your eyes!

You showed me the purity of life; which I remember today with all that I have!